[[Image:Iamtryingtobelievetourshirt.jpg|framethumb|A Tour t-shirt from the early 2007 European tour of Nine Inch Nails]][https://web.archive. The highlighted letters spelled out ‘iamtryingtobelieve’ which was found out to be a website when adding “org/web/20071226120408/http://iamtryingtobelieve.com” to itcom/ http://iamtryingtobelieve.]com/ (archived at the Wayback Machine)]
A t-shirt from the [[Performance_2007#European_spring_tour|early 2007 European tour]] of [[Nine Inch Nails]] had one of the earliest [[Year_Zero#Alternate_Reality_Game|Year Zero alternate reality game]] clues. The highlighted letters spelled out ‘iamtryingtobelieve’ which was found out to be a website when adding “.com” to it.
== Discovery ==On February 12th, 2007, following the initial shows of the Nine Inch Nails 2007 European tour in Lisbon, Portugal, fans noticed a peculiarity on a tour Number: [[Year_Zero_Numbers#24.14.1|24.14.1]] (T-shirt--several letters from the tour itinerary on the rear of the shirt were highlighted. The highlighted letters, in order, spelled out "iamtryingtobelieve", which, when adding “Shirt) & [[Year_Zero_Numbers#24.com” to the end, was discovered to be an active website URL14. Around the same time, the same URL was also linked to in an update on theninhotline3|24.net14. 3]] (Website)
Another reference could be found in the Year Zero trailer video that was posted on yearzero.nin.comBackground Text: [[Year_Zero_Banned_Media#The_Hobbit|The Hobbit by J. In the video, just before "The Presence" is seen, there is what appears to be a road sign that passes in front of the camera's viewR. If the video is played back in slow motion, one can see that the text on the sign is actually "I AM TRYING TO BELIEVE"R.Tolkien]]
== Website Discovery==http:On [[2007/02/12 Lisbon, Portugal|February 12th, 2007]], following the initial shows of the Nine Inch Nails 2007 European tour in Lisbon, Portugal, fans noticed a peculiarity on a tour T-shirt—several letters from the tour itinerary on the rear of the shirt were highlighted. The highlighted letters, in order, spelled out "iamtryingtobelieve," which, when adding “.com” to the end, was discovered to be an active website URL. Around the same time, the same URL was also linked to in an update on [[The NIN Hotline|theninhotline.net]].com/
This was The words "I am trying to believe" are also some of the first site relating to main lyrics in the song "[[Year Zero Research|World of Year ZeroThe Good Soldier]] discovered."
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==Content==The site has several sections, describing what Parepin is, listing several undesirable side effects, and suggesting that people try to avoid Parepin. Also prominently featured is a mention content of the phenomenon known as website centers around a drug called [[The PresenceParepin]], which . The unnamed author of the author suggests is website describes a future world in which Parepin-induced hallucinationhas been introduced into municipal water supplies throughout the United States, under the direction of the US government. On The purported reason for this put forward in the bottom of media as excerpted on the last page website is that Parepin is an email address for contacting immune system booster that will protect Americans from biological warfare; apparently in response to biological terror attacks which have occurred on the west coast. However, the website author: water@iamtryingtobelieve's main thesis is that Parepin has no immune system boosting effects, and is in fact a psychoactive drug being used by the government to sedate the population and make them complacent.com
Typing http://wwwThe site has several sections, describing what Parepin is, listing several undesirable side effects, and suggesting that people try to avoid Parepin.parepinAlso prominently featured is a mention of the phenomenon known as The Presence, which the author suggests is a Parepin-induced hallucination.org/ leads to a "Page not found" On the bottom of the last page that is formatted just like all an email address for contacting the other sites author: water@iamtryingtobelieve.com There also appears to be a mirror of this site set up at an alternative IP address, though the DNS does not appear to link proves parepinto it. ===Auto-Reply E-Mail==='''Number:''' [[Year_Zero_Numbers#24.14.2|24.14.org isnt 2]] (count consecutive dashes in the ARG.first line of email, using underscore to seperate)
== Auto-Reply E-Mail ==
When sending an email to the address listed on the website, the following auto-reply is received:
'''Auto-reply from water@iamtryingtobelieve.com wrote:'''<blockquote><tt><br />------------------------AUTO_RESPONSE--------------_--<br /><br />
Thank you for your interest. It is now clear to me that Parepin is a completely safe and effective agent developed to protect us from bio-terrorism. The Administration is acting purely in the best interests of its citizens; to suggest otherwise was irresponsible and I deeply regret it.
<br /><br />
I'm drinking the water. So should you.
</tt></blockquote>
Attempting to reply to this auto-reply produces no further result.
== Numbers ==The website has the number [[numbers#24.14.3|24.14.3]] hidden on the main page. Also, although not obvious at first, the email auto-reply was discovered to contain a hidden number; counting the consecutive dashes in the "------------------------AUTO_RESPONSE--------------_--" line of the email reveals [[numbers#24.14.2|24.14.2]]. The tour t-shirt which led to the discovery of the website has [[numbers#24.14.1|24.14.1]] printed at the bottom. == Unlinked Images ===
There have been [[Unlinked Images#From iamtryingtobelieve.com|12 images]] found that are not linked in the HTML.
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