| album =''[[Pretty Hate Machine]]''
| length =5:55
| BPM = 108| versions =Something I Can Never Have <br> Something I Can Never Have (''Natural Born Killers Soundtrack'') <br> Something I Can Never Have (''[[ClosureStill]]'') <br> Something I Can Never Have (''[[StillClosure]]'') <br> Something I Can Never Have (''[[Beside You In Time (halo)|Beside You In Time]]'') | live =[["Pretty Hate Machine" Promotional Tour]] through [[NIN 2013 Festival Tour]]<br> [[NIN + QOTSA Tour]] through [[NIN 2014 Europe/UK Tour]]<br>[[I Can't Seem To Wake Up 2017]] to present}}'''"Something I Can Never Have ("'''Bridgeis the fifth track on the 1989 release '' Version)| live =[["Pretty Hate Machine" Promotional Tour]] through .'' It is apparently a song about lost love and missed chances, though the true story about the song isn't widely (or at all) known. It is the first chronological song in which [[Performance 2007Trent Reznor]]}}plays a piano and in which he uses the word "fuck" ("fading fucking reminder").
'''"Something I Can Never Have"''' is the fifth track A stripped-down version can be found on the 1989 release ''[[Pretty Hate MachineStill]].'' It's a song about lost love and missed chances, though the true story about the song isn't widely (or which has an accompanying performance video released at all) known. It is the first chronological song in which time on [[Trent Reznornin.com]] plays a piano and in which he uses the word "fuck" ("fading fucking reminder").
===Song Credits===
*Production: Trent Reznor, [[John Fryer]]
*Engineer/Mix: John Fryer
===Other===
*''[[Natural Born Killers Soundtrack]]''
===Bootlegs and Rarities===
*''[[Bridge School Benefit|Trent Reznor at the Bridge School of Arts]]''
==Versions==
===Something I Can Never Have===
This is the original album version. It begins with the decending pitch drone that segues in from "[[Sanctified]]" as the piano that dominates for most of the song creeps in. The song is notable for its ambient backing, including conflicting sounds of machinery and nature such as the buzzes, hisses and door slams that accompany the music as well as the ambience of wind and chirping birds buried far behind the "industrial noises." The song itself is fairly straightforward and gets louder as it progresses; notably, notably Reznor's vocals which seem to grow in volume and emotion as the song progresses, the song surging up as it enters the last chorus before . After it, the ambience suddenly drops out on the last few lines, draining away and only leaving the chirping birds in the background. The "atmospheric keyboards" in the song are sampled from an unused This Mortal Coil session. On the 2010 remastered vinyl edition, the song begins the second side; as such, it lacks the drone guitar at the beginning, simply starting with the lone piano motif before the bass synth joins in and the song proceeds as usual.
===Something I Can Never Have (''Natural Born Killers Soundtrack'')===
'''''Running Time: 4:04'''''
An edited/remixed version of the song appearing on the soundtrack to the motion picture, ''Natural Born Killers,'' which was arranged and produced by Reznor himself. The song only contains the first verse and chorus, after which it deviates into an alternate piano section which slowly wanders to the song's end. The song also contains samples from the movie as well as several sound effects including:
* A thunderclap (at the very beginning)
Even with the extended piano part, the song is a full minute and forty seconds shorter than its album counterpart.
===Something I Can Never Have (''ClosureStill'')===Indicative of performances from the [[Self Destruct Tour]], this live performance video has the stage blanketed in purples and blues. The arrangement retains its album instrumentation and structure, but features additional drum parts.'''''Running Time: 6:39'''''
===Something I Can Never Have (''Still'')===
This stripped-down reworking consists of Reznor on piano and vocals, and [[Jerome Dillon]] on guitar. It is the first track on ''Still'' and follows the general arrangement of the song, though it completely lacks any of the "industrial ambience" of the original version save for an odd guitar whine during the latter half of the song. It is also nearly a minute longer than its ''Pretty Hate Machine'' counterpart.
*Second engineering: [[Leo Herrera]]
*Programming: [[Keith Hillebrandt]]
===Something I Can Never Have (''Closure'')===
Indicative of performances from the [[Self Destruct Tour]], this live performance video has the stage blanketed in purples and blues. The arrangement retains its album instrumentation and structure, but features additional drum parts.
===Something I Can Never Have (''Beside You In Time'')===
After Reznor sings "just a fading fucking reminder," strange "bell-ringing" sound effects are heard in the background (which are more audible on the 5.1 surround tracks).
At the end of the second chorus, Reznor seems to be weeping.
==Live=Something I Can Never Have =A difference from the studio version for many years was noticeably louder drums that are persistent in the choruses. The keyboard part is usually played by the bassist (''[[Bridge School Benefit|BridgeDanny Lohner]] and [[Jeordie White]]'' Version)===The second song on the album. However, like all since joining the songs from this particular performanceband in 2009, is performed entirely with string instruments [[Ilan Rubin]] also plays keyboard and Reznor on vocals. No synthetics were used at all during this performance, but the arrangements seem to correlate with extended live version of the song is played in concert by Nine Inch Nailswith no drums.
==Live==A difference from the studio version is the noticeably louder drums that are persistent in the choruses. The keyboard part is usually played by the bassist (During [[Danny LohnerWoodstock '94]] and [[Jeordie WhiteSelf Destruct Touring Cycle|Self Destruct]]), Trent ended the song with "I can never have... and you will never, ever, ever understand... how I feel." Since [[Live: With Teeth]], the last chorus has seen an additional rising guitar screech.
During The version from the [[Woodstock '94Bridge School Benefit]] , like all the songs from this particular performance, is performed entirely with string instruments and Reznor on vocals. No synthetics were used at all during this performance, but the arrangements seem to correlate with extended live version of the song played in concert by [[Self Destruct Touring Cycle|Self DestructNine Inch Nails]], Trent ended the song with "I can never have... and you will never, ever, ever understand... how I feel."
Since [[Live: With Teeth]]==Covers=={{Youtube|ZCcmEn7nDxE|Clean cover by Flyleaf, appearing on the last chorus has seen an additional rising guitar screechUnderworld Evolution Score.}}
==Lyrics==
==External Links==
*[http://www.youtubevimeo.com/watch?v=UEW8riKU_tE 61676920 "Something I Can Never Have" (''Still'')music video]
*[http://ninlive.com/audio/NiNterviews%20Set%201/1995_02_09%2006%20Recording%20Process.mp3 Interview] disc mentioning source of keyboard samples
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