[[Image:Iamtryingtobelievetourshirt.jpg|frame|A t-shirt from the early 2007 over-seas European tour of Nine Inch Nails. The highlighted letters spelled out ‘iamtryingtobelieve’ which was found out to be a website when adding “.com” to it.]]
http://iamtryingtobelieve.com/
== Discovery ==It all started with a tNumber: [[Year_Zero_Numbers#24.14.1|24.14.1]] (T-shirt from the early 2007 over-seas tour of Nine Inch Nails. The highlighted letters spelled out ‘iamtryingtobelieve’ which was found out to be a website when adding “Shirt) & [[Year_Zero_Numbers#24.com” to it14. The URL for the site was also linked to in an update on theninhotline3|24.com14. If you watch carefully, in the "trailer" for Year Zero, just before "The Presence" is seen, there is what should be a road sign that passes in front of the camera's view, if you play the video in slow motion, and pause it when the sign appears, on the top portion of the sign, it says "I AM TRYING" and on the bottom portion of the sign, it says "TO BELIEVE"3]] (Website)
== Website ==httpBackground Text://iamtryingtobelieve[[Year_Zero_Banned_Media#The_Hobbit|The Hobbit by J.com/<br />R.R. Tolkien]]
This ==Discovery==On [[2007/02/12 Lisbon, Portugal|February 12th, 2007]], following the initial shows of the Nine Inch Nails 2007 European tour in Lisbon, Portugal, fans noticed a peculiarity on a tour T-shirt—several letters from the tour itinerary on the rear of the shirt were highlighted. The highlighted letters, in order, spelled out "iamtryingtobelieve," which, when adding “.com” to the end, was discovered to be an active website URL. Around the same time, the first site relating same URL was also linked to the in an update on [[Year Zero ResearchThe NIN Hotline|World of Year Zerotheninhotline.net]] discovered.
The content words "I am trying to believe" are also some of the website (Sometime main lyrics in the future) warns us of a drug called song "[[ParepinThe Good Soldier]] that is being introduced into the water sources all over America. The government will have you believe that this is an immune system booster that will protect Americans from biological warfare. People who don't drink the water see something more sinister behind the scenes."
There is also talk of a recent phenomenon known as Another reference could be found in the ''[[Year Zero]]'' trailer video that was posted on yearzero.nin.com. In the video, just before "[[The Presence]] where many people have " is seen , there is what seems appears to be a giant hand reaching down from road sign that passes in front of the sky, Some people believe it’s god, striking down from camera's view. If the heavens. Others believe it’s a Parepin-induced hallucination. Others believe it’s a Parepin withdrawal hallucination. One thing video is for sureplayed back in slow motion, people everywhere are starting to one can see signsthat the text on the sign is actually "I AM TRYING TO BELIEVE."
Typing http://www==Content==The content of the website centers around a drug called [[Parepin]].parepinThe unnamed author of the website describes a future world in which Parepin has been introduced into municipal water supplies throughout the United States, under the direction of the US government.org/ leads to a "Page not found" page The purported reason for this put forward in the media as excerpted on the website is that Parepin is formatted just like all immune system booster that will protect Americans from biological warfare; apparently in response to biological terror attacks which have occurred on the other sites though west coast. However, the link proves parepin.org isnt website author's main thesis is that Parepin has no immune system boosting effects, and is in fact a psychoactive drug being used by the government to sedate the ARGpopulation and make them complacent.
== Auto-Reply E-Mail ==The author of the website claims site has several sections, describing what Parepin is, listing several undesirable side effects, and suggesting that people try to have stopped using avoid Parepin. Users may e-mail him to ask any questionsAlso prominently featured is a mention of the phenomenon known as [[The Presence]], but are greeted with which the author suggests is a very creepy autoParepin-replyinduced hallucination. On the bottom of the last page is an email address for contacting the author:water@iamtryingtobelieve.com
There also appears to be a mirror of this site set up at an alternative IP address, though DNS does not appear to link to it. ===Auto-Reply E-Mail==='''Auto-reply from water@iamtryingtobelieve.com wroteNumber:'''[[Year_Zero_Numbers#24.14.2|24.14.2]] (count consecutive dashes in first line of email, using underscore to seperate) When sending an email to the address listed on the website, the following auto-reply is received: <blockquote><tt><br />------------------------AUTO_RESPONSE--------------_--<br /><br />
Thank you for your interest. It is now clear to me that Parepin is a completely safe and effective agent developed to protect us from bio-terrorism. The Administration is acting purely in the best interests of its citizens; to suggest otherwise was irresponsible and I deeply regret it.
<br /><br />
I'm drinking the water. So should you.
</tt><br /blockquote><br />Not obvious at first, but this message also has a [[24.x.x]] stamp.Counting the dashes: ------------------------,--------------,-- equates to [[24.14.2]], the first non-morse coded stamp to be found. It should be noted that no reply comes if a user replies to his auto-reply.
== Unlinked Images ==There have been [[Unlinked Images#From consolidatedmailsystemsAttempting to reply to this auto-reply produces no further result.com|12 images]] found that are not linked in the html
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