| BPM = 104| versions =[[Kinda I Want To]] <br> [[Kinda I Want To (PF VersionDemo)]] <br> [[Kinda I Want To (Demo''[[Purest Feeling (halo)|Purest Feeling]]'')| live =Pre-[["Pretty Hate Machine" Promotional Tour]]}}'''"Kinda I Want To"''' is the sixth track on the 1989 release ''[[Pretty Hate Machine]],'' and has ties to lust, though it's unclear exactly what the speaker wants to do or whom they want to do it with. Notably hard to write, [[Trent Reznor]] has expressed dissatisfaction with the song[https://www.theninhotline.com/archives/articles/display/555] and thinks it's by far the worst song he's ever done. He has also stated it's the one song he will not play live anymore, though as with anything, this is subject to change. The song references "[[Down In It (1988song) - |Down In It]]" by quoting its beat and drum patch during the bridge. ===Song Credits===*Production: Trent Reznor, [[John Fryer]]*Engineering: John Fryer, [[Keith LeBlanc]], Kennan Keating, Ken Quartarone*Mix: John Fryer, Trent Reznor, Keith LeBlanc ==Appearances=====Halos===*''Pretty Hate Tour Machine'' ===Other===*''[[Purest Feeling (1990halo) <br> Retired|Purest Feeling]]''*''[[Demos & Remixes]]'' ==Versions=====Kinda I Want To===}}Beginning with what sounds like garbled cries, the sixth track on ''Pretty Hate Machine'' is perhaps the most solely beat-driven song on the album, lacking a clear melody and utilizing a lot of [[samples]] and loops (similar to ''[[Year Zero]]''). The middle section samples the drum beat, similar guitar work, and some vocals from "Down In It". The rolling drum fills on the choruses are sampled from "Good Old Music" by Funkadelic. The distorted cries at the end segue directly into "[[Sin (song)|Sin]]".
==About=="Kinda I Want To" is the sixth track on [[Pretty Hate Machine]], and has ties to lust, though it(Demo)==='''''Running Time: 4:43''s unclear exactly what the speaker wants to do or whom they want to do it with. Notably hard to write, Trent has always been very unsatisified with the song and thinks it's by far the worst song he's ever done. He has also stated it's the one song he will not play live anymore, though as with anything, this is subject to change.
===Appearances===With a completely different arrangement and lead melody, less distorted audio samples and a much more upbeat feel, this demo version from the ''Demos & Remixes'' [[bootlegs|bootleg]] resembles early 80's house music more than its "breakbeat"-esque counterpart from ''Pretty Hate Machine.'' The lyrics are the same as the final version, but feature an additional bridge in the middle wherein Reznor repeats the line "Why does it have to be this way?" over and over, harmonizing with himself. The ending also features a rapidly strumming acoustic guitar, before the entire song fades into quiet synths. The ascending synth melody that runs through the final third of the track is very similar to the one heard during the bridge of "[[Into The Void (song)|Into The Void]]".
*[[Purest Feeling]] ===Kinda I Want To (Demo)*[[''Purest Feeling II]] (Demo'')===*[[Pretty Hate Machine]]'''''Running Time: 4:48'''''
===Versions===This version is very similar to the demo version in structure and sound, though it uses a dialog sample in the intro, and different synths and percussion.
*Kinda I Want To==Live==*Kinda I Want To (Purest Feeling Version)*Kinda I Want To (Demo)The song was only played live on the [["Pretty Hate Machine" Promotional Tour]] and, according to Reznor, is unlikely to be played again.
==Lyrics==
I can’t can't shake this feeling from my head There’s There's a devil sleeping in my bed He’s He's watching you from across the way
I cannot make this feeling go away
I know it’s it's not the right thing And I know it’s it's not the good thing
But kinda I want to
I’m I'm not sure of what I should do When everything I’m I'm thinking of is you
All of my excuses turn to lies
Maybe God will over cover up His eyes
I know it’s it's not the right thing And I know it’s it's not the good thing
But kinda I want to
Kinda I want to
Maybe just for tonight
We can pretend it’s alrightit's all right What’s What's the price I pay? I don’t don't care what they say
I want to
I want to (I’ll I'll take my chance tonight) The parenthetical portion of the last line appears only in the liner notes and early versions of the song.
The first line in the second verse is changed in the final recording to be
When every thought I'm thinking of is you
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