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| BPM = 104| versions =Kinda I Want To <br> Kinda I Want To (Demo)<br> Kinda I Want To (''[[Purest Feeling (halo)|Purest Feeling]]'') <br> Kinda I Want To (Demo)| live =[["Pretty Hate Machine" Promotional Tour]]}}'''"Kinda I Want To"''' is the sixth track on the 1989 release ''[[Pretty Hate Machine]],'' and has ties to lust, though it's unclear exactly what the speaker wants to do or whom they want to do it with. Notably hard to write, [[Trent Reznor]] has expressed dissatisfaction with the song[https://www.theninhotline.com/archives/articles/display/555] and thinks it's by far the worst song he's ever done. He has also stated it's the one song he will not play live anymore, though as with anything, this is subject to change.

'''''Kinda I Want To''''' is the sixth track on the 1989 release ''The song references "[[Pretty Hate MachineDown In It (song)|Down In It]],'' " by quoting its beat and has ties to lust, though it's unclear exactly what drum patch during the speaker wants to do or whom they want to do it with. Notably hard to write, [[Trent Reznor]] has always been very unsatisified with the song and thinks it's by far the worst song he's ever done. He has also stated it's the one song he will not play live anymore, though as with anything, this is subject to changebridge.

*Engineering: John Fryer, [[Keith LeBlanc]], [[Kennan Keating]], [[Ken Quartarone]]

*''[[Purest Feeling (halo)|Purest Feeling]]'' (Demo)*''[[Purest Feeling IIDemos & Remixes]]'' (Demo)

This Beginning with what sounds like garbled cries, the sixth track on ''Pretty Hate Machine'' is perhaps the most solely beat-driven song on the album, lacking a clear melody and utilizing a lot of [[samples]] and loops (similar to ''[[Year Zero]]''). The middle section samples the drum beat, similar guitar work, and some vocals from "Down In It". The rolling drum fills on the choruses are sampled from "Good Old Music" by Funkadelic. The distorted cries at the official versionend segue directly into "[[Sin (song)|Sin]]". ===Kinda I Want To (Demo)==='''''Running Time: 4:43'''''

===Kinda I Want To (With a completely different arrangement and lead melody, less distorted audio samples and a much more upbeat feel, this demo version from the ''Demos & Remixes'' [[bootlegs|bootleg]] resembles early 80's house music more than its "breakbeat"-esque counterpart from ''Purest FeelingPretty Hate Machine.'' VersionThe lyrics are the same as the final version, but feature an additional bridge in the middle wherein Reznor repeats the line "Why does it have to be this way?" over and over, harmonizing with himself. The ending also features a rapidly strumming acoustic guitar, before the entire song fades into quiet synths. The ascending synth melody that runs through the final third of the track is very similar to the one heard during the bridge of "[[Into The Void (song)===Coming soon|Into The Void]]".

===Kinda I Want To (Demo''Purest Feeling'')===Coming soon'''''Running Time: 4:48''''' This version is very similar to the demo version in structure and sound, though it uses a dialog sample in the intro, and different synths and percussion.

I can’t can't shake this feeling from my head There’s There's a devil sleeping in my bed He’s He's watching you from across the way

I know it’s it's not the right thing And I know it’s it's not the good thing

I’m I'm not sure of what I should do When everything I’m I'm thinking of is you

I know it’s it's not the right thing And I know it’s it's not the good thing

We can pretend it’s alrightit's all right What’s What's the price I pay? I don’t don't care what they say

I want to (I’ll I'll take my chance tonight)